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MITRA- She is my FRIEND
I am going to Meet my friends and Mitra.It's been around 3 months I didn't meet them.I stayed in that place around 2 years, I had more feeling towards the place and friends.
It's been 6 months over Velu and MITRA joined Miracle.Santu was here from more than 2 years.I promised to my friends Santu and Velu to meeting them and arranging post Bachelor party, once there family is moved to India for vacation. Mitra is also another reason , she wanted to meet me once before she leaves to India.We planned to Meet in Smokies but she had changed her plan last minute.Still I I am not sure what's the reason for it.
I need to drive 8 hour 30 min alone.This would be one more experience for me in this place, I never bothered about miles, since I had only two things in mind, fulfill the promises which I made to my fiends whom you respect more and cares. This journey is inspired by two events one is the Novel which I read 'THE NOTEBOOK' and one is 'The Buddha SAID by Osho'. THE NOTEBOOK, is a inspiration novel which tells about true Lovers who meet after 9 years. Surprisingly I didn't completed the Novel fully, I stopped were they meet together once again. I would rather not care about the result, I would only care about the moment which was unique. I only make wish on something which I am interested in, again that wish has to reach other end too. Life gives many things on our journey, it has it's own ending. I would rather not to change it.
I suppose to start around 2 PM from Tennis Valley so that I could reach before 11 PM. My roommate who suppose to drop me got busy in meeting. I need to make move myself.since I can't wait for him so long. I booked taxi and went to home and after some time went to Enterprise for getting rental CAR, the guy who was handling my request doesn't seems to be co-operative.I didn't like the CAR which I am looking for my Long drive.
I was bit nervous this time since I am getting late to start, already I am late by 3 hours. But finally things turning in my WAY, I got the new CAR and Model is Toyota Corolla, which is my wish to Drive.
I had some special feeling towards this CAR.My friend Dey was driving Toyota CAROLLA, we went couple of places in his CAR. He was fashionate about long drive with his COROLLA. We went to Niagara along with other friends in his CAR.One day when we are going to Temple on Snowy day , while passing on the bridge we SAW River become frozen, we wanted to look closer view of the lake. While driving on side we Saw one CAR was standing near by lake, so we went ahead in the same direction on stopped near by. It was freezing cold ,we some how managed to come out and walk nearer to frozen lake. We enjoyed the view. It was night around 8 PM and it was dark except Snow reflection making things bringt, and we were the only 2 in that place. As we started taking back, the CAR wheels was rolling inside snow. Then we realized the SNOW is very deep , we couldn't recognize it because of DARK. As we tried hard , wheels are going depper and depper, at some moment the CAR whole body was rotating. I was outside the CAR standing near the road to see any other vehicle are coming while Dey was taking back. It was my plan to view the closer lake view. Dey was using all his skills to pull his CAR back.But nothing was happening and I am dying outside with cold. I was also helpless to provide any help to him. We thought of calling Insurance Tow Truck, but again it will take at least 30-60 min to reach to this place. We can't stand outside and we should be inside the CAR till that time. When I was standing near road one CAR passes by and stops after some distance. He realized that we are in need for help. He came and visualize the situation, immediately went back to his truck , opened his truck and took some clothes. The CAR was around 100 ft from road, he used his clothes to put below the CAR wheel,cloth is avoiding friction between SNOW and Wheel . So this way we backed the CAR step by step using cloth, finally we hit the road. We thanked the person who saved us from this cold and unknown place.Finally our adventure move paid off.
When I started from Tennis Valley it was exactly 5 PM. I didn't had Navigation with me, I mostly rely on my IPHONE. This time I took print out of the direction from MAPQUEST, since it's a long drive I can't rely on my IPHONE. Mostly highways will cover long distance so no need to look every time for the direction.I hit the road and enjoying my driving. After one hour I took an exit for food in Mac Donalds. Had good enough food with cold drink. I need to Travel another more than 7 hours, I was planning myself for this.I had very long distance to cover, I need to make some quick move, I decided to drive without stop till I enter OHIO state.
I love to drive with Music on.That to you were alone on the CAR. Nashville to Louisiville it's highway I-70 and speed limit is 70, you can drive till 80 miles. It looks all people are on Road, because of Friday mostly people are driving back to there places.When I looked at the watch it become 11 PM, almost I am driving 3 hours without stop.I got a call from Khan and MITRA asking about mine, there were not sure whether I am coming over there, I couldn't get time to call them and confirm my plan to visit.I was Happy to know that they are also waiting for me.
When I entered OHIO, COP welcome me with warning. I was driving on 70 when COP followed me with flash light. I stopped my CAR immediately on the side. I am not new to this situation, it happened when I was with my friend in OHIO. He stopped near to my front WINDOW,as our conversation going on, he was mentioning me that I am driving on 70, the speed limit is 55.I didn't realized speed limit drop to 55 from 70 once I enter OHIO.I explained the things and he understood my valid point and gave warning.I reached around 2:30 AM to my friend Khan place.He was expecting me over there for Dinner.It's already early Morning,I went to bed.
I still remember some moments.One day MITRA'S frined called me asking us to come to there house immediately, I and my friend went to there house.It was already late and we didn't had much time for the celebration. We Grabed the CAKE from WALLMART, when getting CAKE from WALLMART I got to know that MITRA'S missing her home very much at this particular moment. This gave me some sense of responsibility on me, I also went through the same situation, my First B'Day in US was bit surprise .I still have special feeling for the day and friend who brought that moment on my B'day, were first time I enjoyed live country music on that day. I knew how it feels when you are away from home, initially we planned to celebrate her B'day in our company Garden,every body was not prepared for long wait so we thought better we celebrate in some near by places. I drove to near by Shopping area, since it was around 11 PM there was no body over there except 5 of us. My CAR become floor for the celebration in open air with Moon light.This is true Spirit of this country ,were you have your own choice and moment , no one will object your freedom.I can see the smile in her face and knew how value this time was for her.She wouldn't have dreamed also her special day will be celebrated in this way.
We had plan to go to Mohican Valley for Boating.MITRA and me were going to Mohican Valley on Sunday, my friends who suppose to join me didn't joined. We had plan to go early morning , since it was raining in the Morning we thoguht we coudn't make it. Around 11 AM, it become bright, when I called my friends they were already had other plans.So I called MITRA to let her know that we are cancelling the Trip. She didn't expected that we will Cancel this trip, after having discussion I got to knew that she is very much interested in going to that place. Earlier we cancelled couple of times because of some reason.I thought some moment , since we are only two people going to that place. And place is around 1 hour 30 min drive and don't have GPS need to rely on my IPHONE application.Only one thing which motivated me, let take a step ahead this time.Many obstacle will come on your way when you are doing new things. I picked her from her place and we started heading towards Athens. She was good co-driver I can say, she take cares the things very well.This character I really likes about her. She is guiding me in very well. We were bit hungry, so went to Mac-Donalds and picked Chicken Nuggets . We were already running out of time,so with drive Through we reduced time, this shows how much we adapted ourselves to this countries facilities. We started having Nugguts, with her help I was able to eat while driving. While eating I missed some exit and it took round about around 5 miles I drove to connect to the next road.I was enjoying the drive, because of the scenic surrounding up. I love to be in OHIO, it has vast density of forest, they curved road without disturbing the natural resource. When we reached Mohican it was around 1:30, we got the Paddles and Live Jacket for the ride. We Choose Cannoying rather than Kayaking, since MITRA wont know swimming and I can't take risk of going alone were water level is 5 FT.I was sitting in front and she was sitting back. This place is very unique. it has around 5 ft deep water and 8 miles distance. It will take around 1 hour to reach the end point. This is first kind of experaine for both of US.
we are new intially boat was going in cross direction, couple of times we hit the end point and trees as well. There are people enjoying the ride we are experimenting ourselves to make it straight. I thought of stopping some place, I wanted to pull my boat side by. The water force was more we were unable to change it direction to the side . We missed one or two points were we we had enough space to pull the Boat. Finally at one point we both paddled and directed Boat towards right direction. We stopped over there fro some moment .One group of people enjoying there ride with Music,they are just sitting on boat, with flow of water boat is moving. That looked very nice to me.I asked her weather she is willing to Swim, since the water was less.She was initially hesitant, I gave her confidence and she was ready to give a try. I just wanted to go inside water to make myself wet, since it was sunny and we are riding almost from 20 min in this sun. I was supporting while she was Swimming , first time I felt some kind of feeling.I had some kind of feelings started towards her, she was looking Beautiful and romantic. And place also making the moments romantic.
I am wishing to Hug her and hold in my arm. The moments were slipping and I am just seeing it.
We again started our boat, this time water was slow moving and we have enough time to relax. I wanted to know more about her , so started asking about her interest things. This is first time she came out from Home , and happy enjoying the moment. One more thing I didn't knew is her interest in reading Novels and she has personal Diary which she writes special moments. This two things added more respects towards her.She didn't had much interest on my things but formally asked about mine interesting things. As I started explaining my interesting incident coming to US, People come to US with so many purpose, I am the first guy who came to US to see Girl, whom he loved 4 years.
The meaning of Love I still didn't understand. Many people will tell all kind of things but till you realise yourself it's hard to believe on this. In first day of my Graduation, I had lot of things in mind. I got an opportunity to study in Computer Science, I am so luck since last seat in this college was taken by me.I had lot of Hope to make use of this great opportunity. I was having my partner Bicycle which I am riding from SSLC. It was nice sunny day, I was bit nervous. Went to college and Met couple of friends , since it's first there was no class. I am happy atleast I met some of new friends. When I am walking with my friend back home I just turned back and one Girl smiled at me , I didn't reacted since I am not sure whether she smiled at me. But the smile already had it's impact on me. She was Beautiful, simple and smiley face. This is first time I got different kind of inner feeling that to first day.Instead of going home I am going to see my friend to tell this incident.There is new road constructed, which will shorten the distance and they named it MG road. Mahatma Gandhi Road, name copied from MG road bangalore. This Road we can't compare with MG road Bangalore, but for our small city this is just like MG road. While passing I saw same bike was standing outside the house. I was searching to know whether the Girl is near by.But I am confident this is the same Bike which the girl was riding when she smiled at me. When I met my friend I explained about her and took my words, when we are coming back on the same road She was sitting on the Balcony. My friend was riding the bicycle and I am sitting back and watching her.That's moment is enough for me. When I went to my first lab , there were other colleagues in same group who were part of the lab. Interesting thing is Deepika is also part of that group. I hardly speaks to people, since I knew only one thing that moment Study to support my family wishes and to spend time with my friend. College is very new to me and I am not at mingling with friends as well. I don't know I am always scared of something, always needed my friends advice.Life was very challenging for a guy who studied in Kannada and all my school friends done there PU in NV private college and I alone studied in GOVT college.This 2 years I am away from all my friends especially my close friend Vishnu, whom I am referring all in my bog. In my life this is hardest decision which my father took and I know how much it effects when your friends were telling some incidents about there college and you were not part of it. Till that moment I didn't had my self move. First time in my life something motivating me to go to college, the motivation is She. I always wait for LAB, so that I can see her directly, I even scared to look her directly.As days goes on, and my feeling also goes on. I was enjoying the moment by seeing her, feeling inside happiness first time in life. Started Listening Music, involving myself and her into day dreams. She used to come to college in Her Bike with her friend. I used to go in Bicycle. Some time she used to pass by me and I used to Happy to see her. As days pass on I got to know that She is Very Beautiful and every body wanted to be friend of her. She started mingling with guy who is Very Smart and very good at all things. He is topper in 3rd SEM. From that time on words she was talking to him, I was a bear spectator. I was waiting just to speak to her from last one year, and I was in the same state. Some incident happened in my college , and some people try to link her with other guy. Some of them I know very well. I was very sad on that day, my inner voice was raising against all people but I was not in that situation were I can question all people.No body would have take it seriously also since the way I carry myself. Friends used to respect me because of my sincerity nothing else.I didn't had any other quality except that. As days pass on she became so famous every body wanted to be her friend. I left my desire to be her friend knowing her importance.But I used to keep all the information about her, till now she didn't know that I was waiting for 4 years to speak to her. When I got to know that She married and moved to US, that inspired me to come to US. From more than 2 years I am waiting to see her just to speak to her and tell her that I had special feeling for her.I really respects her , even though I didn't meet her personally , her feelings motivated me at many levels. She is just an inspiration for me now not a lover any more.
As we progress to the End point of Boating, guides pulled our Boat to the side and we had to end our Boating Journey. It was around 5:30 PM by the time we complete the C annoying and we were feeling cold this time. We had CUP off Coffey to make ourselves warm.And we started our journey back to home. The place was very beautiful, so while coming back we visited a park were many people were doing camping. The young childrens and people were enjoying with there activity. We started from there, and when we passing by Athens we still active. I wanted to show beautiful place in Athens. Athens is covered with Beautiful Lake, which is my favorite place.I usually drive to this place when ever I feel alone, this is 30 miles from my place.There were so many attractions in this area, but I love to go one place were they will do boating.And you will be very close to Water. We spent some time over there, She was calm not speaking much, I left her alone for some time. She was looking very Beautiful.
I was involved myself with Nature, when sunset was happening other part of the river the view is just awesome, I have capture moments in My CAMERA. The place was so calm, when the water was hitting rock, the pleasant sound was emerging and Bird's also contributing to it. Some far distance people were doing Boating . The lake was so big, my dream of doing boating inside this water was still a dream.This lake looks beautiful since it's covered by dense forest and trees. Finally we have to head back to our home. I was thankful to her making this day very Beautiful and Memorable.
I had a feeling that she also had the same feeling about this day.Some initiative which I took keeping of others perspective really yield good result. This is my own experience.
I had to take up new responsibility , the time was asking me to do that. So I need to move with the flow , I should not be settle in the same place, which is always not good for me.I had to move to new place with new responsibility with new challenges and with uncertainties. I needed good confidence and courage to do that. My friend Velu and his wife stood with me and they provided moral support. They just guided me just like elder's in home who guides younger in a family.with that hope I moved to new place and I am glad they are my friends.This situation influenced me to spent some good time with friends before leaving the place.And make them realize there importance in my life. In these 2 years period many helped in many ways. From first day to till this period I remember how I grow in this place and who are all stood with me.I wanted to give them gift whom they remember for long time. The Gift was my Innovation which comes with feeling and great respect. When I went this time, I still see the gift and they valued most. Life gives so much things in life we need to remember those moments and give them back.
MITRA called me and asked my availability. She asked me is there any place we can go, since she was feeling bored. I knew many places but like hardly one or two. So we finally plan to Go to Athens lake which I love most. We both knew this moment would be our last meet , since I would be travelling to other places next Monday morning. This time I drove a Dam area, from top of DAM we can walk on and see the Beautiful lake down.We walked around some distance on that Dam and Sat down. I was involved myself with nature, and not wheeling to speak anything. Before leaving I wanted to tell her that I really cares as a friend, and I will miss her. We both knew we are not ready for this move, but I had no other go. We spent good time over there seating on the Grass, it become getting dark. I was not in a mood to go home, and she also want to spend time with me. We both wanted to tell one thing but words are not coming. We are sharing some of the past moments which heart both of us because of some incidents or words which unknowingly we made towards each other. The clouds are moving above there is chance of rain.
We moved at least 1/2 mile, so we thought better to go back to our CAR. We started going back and I am arguing with something, she stopped with her hand and keeping on my Lips. She asked me can I hug you once, I was waiting for this moment, I am wishing this last time when I dropped her but couldn't had the courage and words to put forward.We hugged each other, there was silence, all the questions has been answered now. This gift we both remembers for long time.
when we started back to CAR, we knew one thing sure we both cares each other.Some time it's best to go with moment rather giving some meaning. Since that moment has its own purpose.
I woke up around 10 and woke my friend Khan also.We went to Indian Restaurant , we liked Dosa very much in the buffet, around 15 DOSA we had.Took some sweets for friends and families. I went met all the friends and there families, they were happy to see me in special events.They celebrated Diwali 2 days back, we remembered our old days moments.I met Velu in his home, he was busy guy.His family went to India recently. Khan was planning for an Chicken Biriyani so that all we can have some good time together. He went to City to get all the ingredients for Biriyani. Santu was in city watching Tamil movie Velayudham he is fan of Vijay, he is enjoying his time, his family recently went to India . I checked with other frineds about there Drink choices, finally I went with Velu to get drinks. I am happy seeing him, he was very close to me.
with his and her wife encourage I was able to move to Tennishy valley.We got our favorite Drink Glenfiddich. Santu likes this brand very much, in our old parties we captured his videos were he was totally out and enjoying his moment.Santu is very Disciplined and technically very sound. He helped me personally and professionally , I can say he is my Guru. I have great respect for him.My other friends also joined the group. We started with Glenfiddich, and Khan was preparing Biriyani. I had 2 pegs of Whiskey, and I am totally out. They were pulling my leg, some how they manged to know that I cares MITRA. They were telling me that I came specially for MITRA not for them. I fought with them , I wanted them to realize that she got engaged and don't try to bring her topic.
I was waiting for MITRA'S call, she suppose to call on around 5 PM. She called me around 4:30 PM, and asking me to meet. This time her voice looked very different than then Voice she called me last night when I was travelling. It looked formal that she just wanted to meet me, since I drove long. I was already upset with her for not meeting me on first and providing specific timing around evening for meet. I know the things are no more the same, She is in her engagement stage but I couldn't get why she trying to avoid me.She is not a new person for me so I have to wait her to meet. All these things made me to think about her and I was myself was not ready to meet her when she called me in the evening. I better thought to take my friend along with me so that she feel comfortable. I went her home and she just know now woke up and having tea, it's been almost 2 hours when she called me.I am happy to she her after long time. The time has changed she is no more the same person whom I met last time ago. Within this time the things are changed.Both knew the situation but I am not ready for it. She prepared tea and I am looking her Trip Photos. In this 3 months they went many places and one of the place was SMOKIES. We couldn't speak much since my friend and her roommate was speaking continuously. They were very good buddies. We 4 of us planned for Dinner. There is near by Irish city we useually used to go for Dinner. We thought going to same city this time as well. I had started my CAR and put the music on, MITRA and I both new how we are feeling.Earlier also in a group we used to go for lunch in a group of 5 , at this moment only we 2 are present remaining 3 moved to different places according to time. We both new we were missing our group specially Maddy and NRS.
NRS was my roommate, we had good time together, my first blog is inspired by the events happened when we both went to frozen lake. We ordered food all 4 of us having good time. I wanted this time to stop, since I wanted to speak to her. But the situation was not according to me. This is testes my belief about moment. I started believing on moments rather than plan, so i wanted to go with moment. But this moment was not as per my wish. All two days was so good, I didn't planned anything but things turned very good except this evening.We have completed our food and ready for going back to home. I was still waiting for moments , which will turn in my way. I was driving on 40 miles rather than going 70.My friends were asking why I am driving so slow, but we both knew why I am driving slow.This is my last day here I will will driving tomorrow again back to my place.We reached home and she hand shake me before saying good bye. Even though I don't have wish I have to say good bye.
MITRA- She is my frined
It's been 6 months over Velu and MITRA joined Miracle.Santu was here from more than 2 years.I promised to my friends Santu and Velu to meeting them and arranging post Bachelor party, once there family is moved to India for vacation. Mitra is also another reason , she wanted to meet me once before she leaves to India.We planned to Meet in Smokies but she had changed her plan last minute.Still I I am not sure what's the reason for it.
I need to drive 8 hour 30 min alone.This would be one more experience for me in this place, I never bothered about miles, since I had only two things in mind, fulfill the promises which I made to my fiends whom you respect more and cares. This journey is inspired by two events one is the Novel which I read 'THE NOTEBOOK' and one is 'The Buddha SAID by Osho'. THE NOTEBOOK, is a inspiration novel which tells about true Lovers who meet after 9 years. Surprisingly I didn't completed the Novel fully, I stopped were they meet together once again. I would rather not care about the result, I would only care about the moment which was unique. I only make wish on something which I am interested in, again that wish has to reach other end too. Life gives many things on our journey, it has it's own ending. I would rather not to change it.
I suppose to start around 2 PM from Tennis Valley so that I could reach before 11 PM. My roommate who suppose to drop me got busy in meeting. I need to make move myself.since I can't wait for him so long. I booked taxi and went to home and after some time went to Enterprise for getting rental CAR, the guy who was handling my request doesn't seems to be co-operative.I didn't like the CAR which I am looking for my Long drive.
I was bit nervous this time since I am getting late to start, already I am late by 3 hours. But finally things turning in my WAY, I got the new CAR and Model is Toyota Corolla, which is my wish to Drive.
I had some special feeling towards this CAR.My friend Dey was driving Toyota CAROLLA, we went couple of places in his CAR. He was fashionate about long drive with his COROLLA. We went to Niagara along with other friends in his CAR.One day when we are going to Temple on Snowy day , while passing on the bridge we SAW River become frozen, we wanted to look closer view of the lake. While driving on side we Saw one CAR was standing near by lake, so we went ahead in the same direction on stopped near by. It was freezing cold ,we some how managed to come out and walk nearer to frozen lake. We enjoyed the view. It was night around 8 PM and it was dark except Snow reflection making things bringt, and we were the only 2 in that place. As we started taking back, the CAR wheels was rolling inside snow. Then we realized the SNOW is very deep , we couldn't recognize it because of DARK. As we tried hard , wheels are going depper and depper, at some moment the CAR whole body was rotating. I was outside the CAR standing near the road to see any other vehicle are coming while Dey was taking back. It was my plan to view the closer lake view. Dey was using all his skills to pull his CAR back.But nothing was happening and I am dying outside with cold. I was also helpless to provide any help to him. We thought of calling Insurance Tow Truck, but again it will take at least 30-60 min to reach to this place. We can't stand outside and we should be inside the CAR till that time. When I was standing near road one CAR passes by and stops after some distance. He realized that we are in need for help. He came and visualize the situation, immediately went back to his truck , opened his truck and took some clothes. The CAR was around 100 ft from road, he used his clothes to put below the CAR wheel,cloth is avoiding friction between SNOW and Wheel . So this way we backed the CAR step by step using cloth, finally we hit the road. We thanked the person who saved us from this cold and unknown place.Finally our adventure move paid off.
When I started from Tennis Valley it was exactly 5 PM. I didn't had Navigation with me, I mostly rely on my IPHONE. This time I took print out of the direction from MAPQUEST, since it's a long drive I can't rely on my IPHONE. Mostly highways will cover long distance so no need to look every time for the direction.I hit the road and enjoying my driving. After one hour I took an exit for food in Mac Donalds. Had good enough food with cold drink. I need to Travel another more than 7 hours, I was planning myself for this.I had very long distance to cover, I need to make some quick move, I decided to drive without stop till I enter OHIO state.
I love to drive with Music on.That to you were alone on the CAR. Nashville to Louisiville it's highway I-70 and speed limit is 70, you can drive till 80 miles. It looks all people are on Road, because of Friday mostly people are driving back to there places.When I looked at the watch it become 11 PM, almost I am driving 3 hours without stop.I got a call from Khan and MITRA asking about mine, there were not sure whether I am coming over there, I couldn't get time to call them and confirm my plan to visit.I was Happy to know that they are also waiting for me.
When I entered OHIO, COP welcome me with warning. I was driving on 70 when COP followed me with flash light. I stopped my CAR immediately on the side. I am not new to this situation, it happened when I was with my friend in OHIO. He stopped near to my front WINDOW,as our conversation going on, he was mentioning me that I am driving on 70, the speed limit is 55.I didn't realized speed limit drop to 55 from 70 once I enter OHIO.I explained the things and he understood my valid point and gave warning.I reached around 2:30 AM to my friend Khan place.He was expecting me over there for Dinner.It's already early Morning,I went to bed.
I still remember some moments.One day MITRA'S frined called me asking us to come to there house immediately, I and my friend went to there house.It was already late and we didn't had much time for the celebration. We Grabed the CAKE from WALLMART, when getting CAKE from WALLMART I got to know that MITRA'S missing her home very much at this particular moment. This gave me some sense of responsibility on me, I also went through the same situation, my First B'Day in US was bit surprise .I still have special feeling for the day and friend who brought that moment on my B'day, were first time I enjoyed live country music on that day. I knew how it feels when you are away from home, initially we planned to celebrate her B'day in our company Garden,every body was not prepared for long wait so we thought better we celebrate in some near by places. I drove to near by Shopping area, since it was around 11 PM there was no body over there except 5 of us. My CAR become floor for the celebration in open air with Moon light.This is true Spirit of this country ,were you have your own choice and moment , no one will object your freedom.I can see the smile in her face and knew how value this time was for her.She wouldn't have dreamed also her special day will be celebrated in this way.
We had plan to go to Mohican Valley for Boating.MITRA and me were going to Mohican Valley on Sunday, my friends who suppose to join me didn't joined. We had plan to go early morning , since it was raining in the Morning we thoguht we coudn't make it. Around 11 AM, it become bright, when I called my friends they were already had other plans.So I called MITRA to let her know that we are cancelling the Trip. She didn't expected that we will Cancel this trip, after having discussion I got to knew that she is very much interested in going to that place. Earlier we cancelled couple of times because of some reason.I thought some moment , since we are only two people going to that place. And place is around 1 hour 30 min drive and don't have GPS need to rely on my IPHONE application.Only one thing which motivated me, let take a step ahead this time.Many obstacle will come on your way when you are doing new things. I picked her from her place and we started heading towards Athens. She was good co-driver I can say, she take cares the things very well.This character I really likes about her. She is guiding me in very well. We were bit hungry, so went to Mac-Donalds and picked Chicken Nuggets . We were already running out of time,so with drive Through we reduced time, this shows how much we adapted ourselves to this countries facilities. We started having Nugguts, with her help I was able to eat while driving. While eating I missed some exit and it took round about around 5 miles I drove to connect to the next road.I was enjoying the drive, because of the scenic surrounding up. I love to be in OHIO, it has vast density of forest, they curved road without disturbing the natural resource. When we reached Mohican it was around 1:30, we got the Paddles and Live Jacket for the ride. We Choose Cannoying rather than Kayaking, since MITRA wont know swimming and I can't take risk of going alone were water level is 5 FT.I was sitting in front and she was sitting back. This place is very unique. it has around 5 ft deep water and 8 miles distance. It will take around 1 hour to reach the end point. This is first kind of experaine for both of US.
we are new intially boat was going in cross direction, couple of times we hit the end point and trees as well. There are people enjoying the ride we are experimenting ourselves to make it straight. I thought of stopping some place, I wanted to pull my boat side by. The water force was more we were unable to change it direction to the side . We missed one or two points were we we had enough space to pull the Boat. Finally at one point we both paddled and directed Boat towards right direction. We stopped over there fro some moment .One group of people enjoying there ride with Music,they are just sitting on boat, with flow of water boat is moving. That looked very nice to me.I asked her weather she is willing to Swim, since the water was less.She was initially hesitant, I gave her confidence and she was ready to give a try. I just wanted to go inside water to make myself wet, since it was sunny and we are riding almost from 20 min in this sun. I was supporting while she was Swimming , first time I felt some kind of feeling.I had some kind of feelings started towards her, she was looking Beautiful and romantic. And place also making the moments romantic.
I am wishing to Hug her and hold in my arm. The moments were slipping and I am just seeing it.
We again started our boat, this time water was slow moving and we have enough time to relax. I wanted to know more about her , so started asking about her interest things. This is first time she came out from Home , and happy enjoying the moment. One more thing I didn't knew is her interest in reading Novels and she has personal Diary which she writes special moments. This two things added more respects towards her.She didn't had much interest on my things but formally asked about mine interesting things. As I started explaining my interesting incident coming to US, People come to US with so many purpose, I am the first guy who came to US to see Girl, whom he loved 4 years.
The meaning of Love I still didn't understand. Many people will tell all kind of things but till you realise yourself it's hard to believe on this. In first day of my Graduation, I had lot of things in mind. I got an opportunity to study in Computer Science, I am so luck since last seat in this college was taken by me.I had lot of Hope to make use of this great opportunity. I was having my partner Bicycle which I am riding from SSLC. It was nice sunny day, I was bit nervous. Went to college and Met couple of friends , since it's first there was no class. I am happy atleast I met some of new friends. When I am walking with my friend back home I just turned back and one Girl smiled at me , I didn't reacted since I am not sure whether she smiled at me. But the smile already had it's impact on me. She was Beautiful, simple and smiley face. This is first time I got different kind of inner feeling that to first day.Instead of going home I am going to see my friend to tell this incident.There is new road constructed, which will shorten the distance and they named it MG road. Mahatma Gandhi Road, name copied from MG road bangalore. This Road we can't compare with MG road Bangalore, but for our small city this is just like MG road. While passing I saw same bike was standing outside the house. I was searching to know whether the Girl is near by.But I am confident this is the same Bike which the girl was riding when she smiled at me. When I met my friend I explained about her and took my words, when we are coming back on the same road She was sitting on the Balcony. My friend was riding the bicycle and I am sitting back and watching her.That's moment is enough for me. When I went to my first lab , there were other colleagues in same group who were part of the lab. Interesting thing is Deepika is also part of that group. I hardly speaks to people, since I knew only one thing that moment Study to support my family wishes and to spend time with my friend. College is very new to me and I am not at mingling with friends as well. I don't know I am always scared of something, always needed my friends advice.Life was very challenging for a guy who studied in Kannada and all my school friends done there PU in NV private college and I alone studied in GOVT college.This 2 years I am away from all my friends especially my close friend Vishnu, whom I am referring all in my bog. In my life this is hardest decision which my father took and I know how much it effects when your friends were telling some incidents about there college and you were not part of it. Till that moment I didn't had my self move. First time in my life something motivating me to go to college, the motivation is She. I always wait for LAB, so that I can see her directly, I even scared to look her directly.As days goes on, and my feeling also goes on. I was enjoying the moment by seeing her, feeling inside happiness first time in life. Started Listening Music, involving myself and her into day dreams. She used to come to college in Her Bike with her friend. I used to go in Bicycle. Some time she used to pass by me and I used to Happy to see her. As days pass on I got to know that She is Very Beautiful and every body wanted to be friend of her. She started mingling with guy who is Very Smart and very good at all things. He is topper in 3rd SEM. From that time on words she was talking to him, I was a bear spectator. I was waiting just to speak to her from last one year, and I was in the same state. Some incident happened in my college , and some people try to link her with other guy. Some of them I know very well. I was very sad on that day, my inner voice was raising against all people but I was not in that situation were I can question all people.No body would have take it seriously also since the way I carry myself. Friends used to respect me because of my sincerity nothing else.I didn't had any other quality except that. As days pass on she became so famous every body wanted to be her friend. I left my desire to be her friend knowing her importance.But I used to keep all the information about her, till now she didn't know that I was waiting for 4 years to speak to her. When I got to know that She married and moved to US, that inspired me to come to US. From more than 2 years I am waiting to see her just to speak to her and tell her that I had special feeling for her.I really respects her , even though I didn't meet her personally , her feelings motivated me at many levels. She is just an inspiration for me now not a lover any more.
As we progress to the End point of Boating, guides pulled our Boat to the side and we had to end our Boating Journey. It was around 5:30 PM by the time we complete the C annoying and we were feeling cold this time. We had CUP off Coffey to make ourselves warm.And we started our journey back to home. The place was very beautiful, so while coming back we visited a park were many people were doing camping. The young childrens and people were enjoying with there activity. We started from there, and when we passing by Athens we still active. I wanted to show beautiful place in Athens. Athens is covered with Beautiful Lake, which is my favorite place.I usually drive to this place when ever I feel alone, this is 30 miles from my place.There were so many attractions in this area, but I love to go one place were they will do boating.And you will be very close to Water. We spent some time over there, She was calm not speaking much, I left her alone for some time. She was looking very Beautiful.
I was involved myself with Nature, when sunset was happening other part of the river the view is just awesome, I have capture moments in My CAMERA. The place was so calm, when the water was hitting rock, the pleasant sound was emerging and Bird's also contributing to it. Some far distance people were doing Boating . The lake was so big, my dream of doing boating inside this water was still a dream.This lake looks beautiful since it's covered by dense forest and trees. Finally we have to head back to our home. I was thankful to her making this day very Beautiful and Memorable.
I had a feeling that she also had the same feeling about this day.Some initiative which I took keeping of others perspective really yield good result. This is my own experience.
I had to take up new responsibility , the time was asking me to do that. So I need to move with the flow , I should not be settle in the same place, which is always not good for me.I had to move to new place with new responsibility with new challenges and with uncertainties. I needed good confidence and courage to do that. My friend Velu and his wife stood with me and they provided moral support. They just guided me just like elder's in home who guides younger in a family.with that hope I moved to new place and I am glad they are my friends.This situation influenced me to spent some good time with friends before leaving the place.And make them realize there importance in my life. In these 2 years period many helped in many ways. From first day to till this period I remember how I grow in this place and who are all stood with me.I wanted to give them gift whom they remember for long time. The Gift was my Innovation which comes with feeling and great respect. When I went this time, I still see the gift and they valued most. Life gives so much things in life we need to remember those moments and give them back.
MITRA called me and asked my availability. She asked me is there any place we can go, since she was feeling bored. I knew many places but like hardly one or two. So we finally plan to Go to Athens lake which I love most. We both knew this moment would be our last meet , since I would be travelling to other places next Monday morning. This time I drove a Dam area, from top of DAM we can walk on and see the Beautiful lake down.We walked around some distance on that Dam and Sat down. I was involved myself with nature, and not wheeling to speak anything. Before leaving I wanted to tell her that I really cares as a friend, and I will miss her. We both knew we are not ready for this move, but I had no other go. We spent good time over there seating on the Grass, it become getting dark. I was not in a mood to go home, and she also want to spend time with me. We both wanted to tell one thing but words are not coming. We are sharing some of the past moments which heart both of us because of some incidents or words which unknowingly we made towards each other. The clouds are moving above there is chance of rain.
We moved at least 1/2 mile, so we thought better to go back to our CAR. We started going back and I am arguing with something, she stopped with her hand and keeping on my Lips. She asked me can I hug you once, I was waiting for this moment, I am wishing this last time when I dropped her but couldn't had the courage and words to put forward.We hugged each other, there was silence, all the questions has been answered now. This gift we both remembers for long time.
when we started back to CAR, we knew one thing sure we both cares each other.Some time it's best to go with moment rather giving some meaning. Since that moment has its own purpose.
I woke up around 10 and woke my friend Khan also.We went to Indian Restaurant , we liked Dosa very much in the buffet, around 15 DOSA we had.Took some sweets for friends and families. I went met all the friends and there families, they were happy to see me in special events.They celebrated Diwali 2 days back, we remembered our old days moments.I met Velu in his home, he was busy guy.His family went to India recently. Khan was planning for an Chicken Biriyani so that all we can have some good time together. He went to City to get all the ingredients for Biriyani. Santu was in city watching Tamil movie Velayudham he is fan of Vijay, he is enjoying his time, his family recently went to India . I checked with other frineds about there Drink choices, finally I went with Velu to get drinks. I am happy seeing him, he was very close to me.
with his and her wife encourage I was able to move to Tennishy valley.We got our favorite Drink Glenfiddich. Santu likes this brand very much, in our old parties we captured his videos were he was totally out and enjoying his moment.Santu is very Disciplined and technically very sound. He helped me personally and professionally , I can say he is my Guru. I have great respect for him.My other friends also joined the group. We started with Glenfiddich, and Khan was preparing Biriyani. I had 2 pegs of Whiskey, and I am totally out. They were pulling my leg, some how they manged to know that I cares MITRA. They were telling me that I came specially for MITRA not for them. I fought with them , I wanted them to realize that she got engaged and don't try to bring her topic.
I was waiting for MITRA'S call, she suppose to call on around 5 PM. She called me around 4:30 PM, and asking me to meet. This time her voice looked very different than then Voice she called me last night when I was travelling. It looked formal that she just wanted to meet me, since I drove long. I was already upset with her for not meeting me on first and providing specific timing around evening for meet. I know the things are no more the same, She is in her engagement stage but I couldn't get why she trying to avoid me.She is not a new person for me so I have to wait her to meet. All these things made me to think about her and I was myself was not ready to meet her when she called me in the evening. I better thought to take my friend along with me so that she feel comfortable. I went her home and she just know now woke up and having tea, it's been almost 2 hours when she called me.I am happy to she her after long time. The time has changed she is no more the same person whom I met last time ago. Within this time the things are changed.Both knew the situation but I am not ready for it. She prepared tea and I am looking her Trip Photos. In this 3 months they went many places and one of the place was SMOKIES. We couldn't speak much since my friend and her roommate was speaking continuously. They were very good buddies. We 4 of us planned for Dinner. There is near by Irish city we useually used to go for Dinner. We thought going to same city this time as well. I had started my CAR and put the music on, MITRA and I both new how we are feeling.Earlier also in a group we used to go for lunch in a group of 5 , at this moment only we 2 are present remaining 3 moved to different places according to time. We both new we were missing our group specially Maddy and NRS.
NRS was my roommate, we had good time together, my first blog is inspired by the events happened when we both went to frozen lake. We ordered food all 4 of us having good time. I wanted this time to stop, since I wanted to speak to her. But the situation was not according to me. This is testes my belief about moment. I started believing on moments rather than plan, so i wanted to go with moment. But this moment was not as per my wish. All two days was so good, I didn't planned anything but things turned very good except this evening.We have completed our food and ready for going back to home. I was still waiting for moments , which will turn in my way. I was driving on 40 miles rather than going 70.My friends were asking why I am driving so slow, but we both knew why I am driving slow.This is my last day here I will will driving tomorrow again back to my place.We reached home and she hand shake me before saying good bye. Even though I don't have wish I have to say good bye.
MITRA- She is my frined
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